All I need.

Maybe I don't have quantity but I have quality.

and maybe I don't have as many as you do, but aren't we all different, and well, I'm going to be appreciative about the diversity in all our lives. I will never be like you, I will probably never have the same things you do, I might not see things the way you see it, but that's okay, because I'm happy about where I am, what I have, where I'm going and who I am.

Yes I've made mistakes but haven't we all?

"Breathe not the sins of others so long as thou art thyself a sinner"

Forgiveness isn't easy. Probably one of the hardest things in life, but I'm going to buck up the will and courage to do it anyway even if you don't care, even if you don't do the same because I don't want to ever live my life knowing that I held a grudge towards another person, I will never have ease of mind. So I'll change my ways but at the same time, stay true to who I am and what I believe in.

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On a lighter note, today's the 11th of Feb -

Two very important people are another year older;

Gramps who has turned 29 yet again! haha (he turns 79 today) :p

and Pradheep, my confidant, my dose of laughter, my best best friend :')

Him and I sorta lost touch last year. We just.. stopped talking as much after awhile and well maybe that's because of our little downfall the year before. We've been through a million things, a million ups and downs, seriously but what I realised this year is that despite us not talking, despite having conflicts in the past, despite our crazy situations or well my crazy situations, he never once and I mean it when i say NEVER stopped caring, he never failed to be there for me when I needed him. I think I took that for granted before but I never will again :) and to see him grow so much this year and last has made me really happy, because really, he is an amazing guy, an amazing friend :')

and Nuraina Afiqah, I love you cooking mate! Tomorrow's(the 12th of Feb) your birthday and well, an early wish to you la kay. I think the both of us never expected to be as close as how we are now. I don't think anyone expected it, but well, life isn't planned right? and I'm happy things worked out the way it did, because I've learned things from you guys this year and last that I have never before. Despite your utter crazy ways, your retarded gestures, your loud loud weird noises that you make, you're an amazing friend, a best friend :')

We never let distance and the fact that we might not always be able to talk get in the way of our friendship. We're low maintainence friends aren't we? and well, maybe it doesn't work for other people, but it works for us and at the end of the day, that's what matters :)

You've taught me to embrace who I am and not to be afraid to just be myself. You've always supported the things I do and showered me with so much love and happiness and I sayang you so much, Fie :)

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Joy radiates from me today. I'm a happy girl.