my heart has lost it's wind now, broken like a dead sail.

Today's my most favourite person's birthdaay!
Alayna :)


I am so relieved.
Alayna's surprise party went soo well! and she didn't have a clue what was going on. :)
Her family planned most of it.
I helped to keep her busy. So, she stayed over. I love it when we have our sleepovers. Just like old times. We talk til late late late night or uuh early morning? yeah. Goosh I love her so much la.
Her parents put together a picture slide show thing and also videos from the family and close friends.
It was soo sweet.
I realised, while she was watching the video, she teared alot.
:)

Listening to what everyone said about her, how amazing she is, made me tear, made me feel so thankful that I have her with me.
& yes she REALLY REALLY is amazing.

She's so filled with determination. She's got such an intelligent and wise mind. It really amazes me how mature she is.
I have learnt so much from her. More than any friend I have.
I truly do look up to her. :)
She isn't so outspoken and loud in public, bt she really is craazy, like REALLY crazy. The things we do are haha soo retarded bt so memorable ehehe.
We've grown up together. I can't remember us being apart for more than a month since we were uh born. haha.
She's got so many amazing qualities about her.
She never fails to cheer me up. She always,alwaaaays does. :)
I can't imagine my life without her in it.


She isn't only my cousin, she's my bestest bestest bestest friend,ever. I love her so so so much!



















Pictures from the party soon to come.


anyway. Anisa stayed over ystrdy too. haha.
we talked til 4 am omg. ahhah imu lady. i had a great time! we shld have more sleepovers honay. like how we used to :)
i just realised how much she's grown, and matured.



bye

kiss me, like you'll never see me again.

Devon Gundry is so amazing.
He's this Baha'i singer who does many chants of the Baha'i Writings.

This is one of my favourites :)




"Armed with the power of Thy Name, nothing can ever hurt me, and with Thy love in my heart, all the world's afflictions can in no wise alarm me. "

- a prayer written by Baha'u'llah

UH OH

sry, the previous post is super messy :S
& i can't fix it cause blogger is uuuh annoying.

the words you fed me left me wanting more.

Bangkok pictures :)

The morning of our first day.
Son & Nav came over.
We waited fr the cab for like SO long. He came an hour and a half late -.-
bloody irresponsible.

The first picture of the day - leaving the house.

in the late taxi-van thing

at Fraser Suites

got on a tuk - tuk (i think that's what it's called :/)

Off to Mah Boon Krong mall to SHOP :)

uhhh haha nayn's wnted this pic :S

at night, we headed off to this place(i forgot the name) fr the so called "nice" night market. honestly, i didnt enjoy it. NO shopping at all there la. the food ws good tho :)

We wanted to go to Kao San night market but the road was closed due to the ceremony for the late princess.

after a tiring day of walking and walking, our feet were ACHING so badly. i didnt know it would ache as much as it did. it really really did.

& sooo we got ourselves FOOT MASSAGES :D

it was quite painful for me, and uncomfortable.

but it was worth it la. my feet stopped aching after. thank goodness!

HAHA oh my oh my. i wanted to take more pictures cause OMG la my daddy was getting a back massage from this lady, and the positions she made was uuuh disturbing for me to watch :S

this isn't so bad, bt OMG if you saw a position she made, she went between my dads legs and err EW it was eeeyer la.

DAY 2 :

Platinum Mall & Central World Mall

(no pictures)

but OMG i love Platinum Mall so much la. It's like CRAZY jam packed with clothes, not the super high end, not high end la but bargain-ish things. Things I can afford, which isn't much but it will do :)

I only got to go there once :(

Papa, Nil, & Navin got bored. So, yah.

Then, we went into

Central World to grab a bite to eat.

We ate at Moss Burger.

Supposedly there WAS a Moss Burger at KLCC but it shut down.

I love it alot though.

It's different.

We went looking for yummy deserts in the supermarket cause Papa said it's nice there or smth, i dont know la.

But yes it was yummy :)

& then the siblings, navin & i went around the supermarket trying all their samples, SO MANY SAMPLES OKAY & very yummy too, or maybe we were just really hungry after all that walking.

Headed back to the hotel cause we were all just drained of energy.

Navin & Nil wanted to swim bt ah so malas.

So, we jst went to the pool, sat down, put our feet in the cooooold water and relaxed.

We took taxi's everywhere cause yah no other way la.

Our cab drivers names were SO funny okay! all very lucah

The first guy's name was Sam Porn (HAHAHA)

& another dude's name was Along Korn. you get it you get it?! a- long - corn AHHA

we had so much fun laaaaa

Notice the lady and the white dude at the back.

They were making out :S

& were really touchy touchy.

And there were so many young kids around, I could see they were uncomfortable.

uuh HAHA

OH we had gelato in Central World cause Shayn was dieing fr ice cream as always.

hehe :P

At night, we went to Siam Square/ Paragon to makan some nice Thai food.

& went to MBK again to shop. heeee

Day 3 :

Chak Tu Chak & MBK, again -.-

It was craazy hot in CTC, bt nice too.

Got really cheap clothes, LIKE craazy cheap.

They even sold animals okay!

the puppies were soo adorable.

so tinyyy :)

Day 4, the last day :

Walked around Siam Square & ate at DQ.

Didnt shop much that day, just got a pair of shoes.

Mummy shopped though.

I didn't really like Siam Square that much.

Didn't like the clothing there.

It was boring.

We couldn't leave without getting our last traditional Thai massage.

We went to Miss Puke. (HAHA)

We asked them why it was called Ms Puke, they said its actually pronounced as poo-kay (which means flower or uuh smth lik that)

the ladies there were so nice.

the people in Thailand were so nice, so warm & welcoming unlike here in Malaysia.

geeeeez.

That's it :)

I can't wait to go next yr again!

Mummy said we'll go once a year. YAY :D

I love Bangkok :):)

bye!

so long, my luckless romance.

I AM BACK :)

from a very VERY productive vaca, but somehow i just don't feel satisfied enough.
HAHA. i feel like i havent shopped to my full potential? errrr haha.
It was so much fun though.
The family was all happy happy, I was all happy happy, I mean DUH right, shopping makes me feel happy. SOO happy. Words cannot describe. Haha.

Anyway I just got back from the airport.
I am so drained of energy right now, my legs ache, my head does too.

Pictures soon :)

you got to kiss the girl.

TWILIGHT IS IN 2 WEEKS. :O

OMG i can't wait!
it is coming out on the 27th la omg.

Aaaaaah :)































my robert pattinson is waiting for me ahahha

I was watching Disturbia.
& aaah omg I love Shia Labeouf sooo much.
He's soo cute :)
He's not buff like other 'hot' guys, but omg, I like funny looking guys. AHAHA
I know that's weird but what the heck. ehehe.
His personality oozes HOT HOT HOT.
I want him HAHA :D
I remember him in Even Stevens and he looked ew, NOT cute at all :S
But now, I am craaazy over him ookay. aaaah :) I can't even believe that he's the same guy.
Okay, he hasn't changed that much but I dont care, I love him.



































mmmmm :)

I'm leaving for Bangkok on Friday. I am going to shop shop shop :D
Do miss me, yaa.
HAHA rriiiiiight.
ooookay.

Oh, gravity's working against me.

Run away from money,
Quit your job & climb a tree,
One with hearts instead of leaves.

I'm feeling so .. unproductive.

Kids are so adorable, though at times, they do tend to get on my nerves.
BUT aaah, I was watching these cute adverts and home videos on youtube.
& the kids are so cute :)



I love these Trigon commercials soo much. hee :)

He's soo adorable la omg.


I LOVE THIS ONE :D
It never fails to cheer me up.
So cute! :)

I've been looking through family photos. & it reminds me how much I'm grateful for such a great family :)

I miss Son so much ):
She's been coming over, every once in awhile.
Bt it's just not like how it used to be.
I guess, we just aren't as close anymore.
& gosh, I miss her SO much.
I remember, when she used to take me on our little shopping trips :)
She'd just call me out of the blue and we'd go BARGAIN shopping.
I miss that so much. Bt aah, she's married now. & she's working sooo, she's just busy, I suppose.
Ever since she got married and moved out, I don't know, I just feel like it's all different. :(
I mean we still do go out, once in awhile, bt it's just not the same, it's actually a little awkward.

If I could go back in time, I really would.
Patch up everything.
We had alot of conflict,it was really bad. & I just don't ever want that to happen again.
She's always there to pick me up, when I'm heading to the wrong path.
Though I might not always like how she handles tWehings, I know I'm in her best interest.
I know she cares.
If she didn't care, or didn't help me, OH GOSH I'd be so messed up now.
I love her to death :)

She's my role model, I really look up to her.
She's so driven, you know. Like she knows what she wants, & she'll get it.
So confident, so outspoken. She even won an award fr Go Getter Girls.
AH she's so outstanding.

Despite all the awkwardness I might feel now, I know that I've got an amaaazing sister, OH sisters :D
Nayns too :)
I feel so lucky and blessed to have them with me.
I wanna grow old and know that I have them with me, to gossip a little, to laugh, to just be there with me.
I don't want to ever grow apart.
& yes, not leaving the brother out, he's my protector? AHAH yeah he's so protective, It's so sweeet.
Though he would never admit it, I know he loves me :)
I can't imagine going through my life as an only child, it'd be too quiet, and my family just isn't my family without all the noise and craaazy DRAMA . ehehe.
I love being in a big family, so many shoulders to cry on, so much laughter and joy.
AH, they really are my backbones. :)

Pictures :)

AHAHA i looked like a boy



















Papa's hand is holding my shoe. haha































This was waaay back.
When my brother would actually say "I love you"
HAHA.

































son & i :)


































Nayns is so much fun to be with :)
Though she does get on my nerves, ALOT.
She's got a gooood sense of humour.
I really cherish all the laughs :D
& she's the only one who will camwhore with me. ahaha :)










































NawRuz'08














Son's wedding.
aww :)











































aah, loves :)

Mummy, ooh mummy.
HAHAHA i think this picture is soo funny.
This was at the Museum of London, i think?
please ignore my ugly face in the background, thank you :)



















MUMMY'S in Singapore.
I miss her soo much even though she's only gone for one day :(
She's coming home at midnight :)

oookay.
I am DONE.
Blogger is so slow ):