you left me feeling high and dry.

Hello :)

It has been awhile,eyh. I have been very busy lately and goooosh time passes so quickly!
It's already New Years Eve!
The holidays have been the best holidays I have ever experienced, I'm so thankful I got to be a part of finishing my Ruhi books til book 5, to go for the 6day stay at Balakong, to meet so many familiar faces again, going to the Regional Conference with Baha'is from all over Malaysia, Singapore, Korea, Myanmar. It was truly a blessing. :)
I will post some pictures from the Conference as soon as I get 'em :) I miss everyone so much already! geeee had so much fun la hehe

PMR Results were out yesterday. I remember waking up feeling soo panicky. I thaaaaaank God, that I got the result I hoped & prayed for :)

Today :
Party at Alayna's :)

Tomorrow :
Out with the youth to OU !our last get-together, we wont get to see each other for months after! :'(

I feel so haaaappy la. I feel so blessed this holidays. & now, I'm not reaaally looking forward to next year cause that means this is all gonna end BUUUT i know it wont, caaause I'm gonna continue to do what I've been doing this past 2 months, finish up the last two books, be a tutor, start fresh in school, I'm looking forward to all those things. omg la, I'm so happy I'm so happy :) :) okay okay.

An update soon, when I get pictures.

baby, you're not lost.

Todaaaay was fun :)
Mummy, Nayns&I headed off to Midvalley to shop shop a little. :D
Mummy was very kind, she bought me clothes ahahha. thankyou I love you sho much. :)
Then, we went to Gardens to eat @ PHOP, our all time fav place to go :)
It was a fun "girls day out" ehehe.

Well, anyway.
I
AM
BORED

I haven't felt bored in quite some time now la, cause I've been very busy these holidays which yes, I quite like but then I don't quite like it either cause then time passes faster which means PMR's results feel closer & school feels sooner & mhmm :(

I've been browsing through some holiday pictures today & I found some never posted pictures before.
These pictures are from 2006.
I want to share :) HAHA ooookay.
There :

We stayed in this area, in a really cosy apartment, which I enjoyed very much :)
It is so pretty la really. So the romantic okay. I want to move there, permanently!















& around that place(I forgot the name,sorry), there were like people in costumes acting like statues and it was really cool okaaaay. They would move every once in awhile. So cantik :)











































































The Coliseum




























& we spent lots of time roming Rome, oo roming Rome, okay haha anyway yeah.
I am in love with the place la, it's got such a cosy &historical feel to it.
IT IS SO PRETTY.
with the coble stone walkways. aaah :) I like, I like alot :)














We went to the Trevi Fountain(the make a wish&it will come true fountain,which was absolutely gorgeous btw) & saw this ;
they were making out for like 15 minutes NONSTOP okay.
don't they need to breathe? -_-






































This was the best restaurant we went to, over there.
Honestly, the Italian food there wasn't as good as I thought it'd be (or maybe we just didn't go to the right places)
But, it was still yummy.















He was our waiter. Pablo?Paolo?I don't know, either one la.
Bt he was sooo funny,ehehehe. He really made our day with his stupid jokes and yeaaah.
Maybe he wanted a bigger tip, eeeeyyh.



















The Vatican City














Michael Angelo's gorgeous artwork on the ceiling.
I was in awe when I saw it, I still am, looking at this picture.
wooow la, really.





















After an amazing trip at Romaaaa :)
We left for London.
I can't seem to find many pictures.
Just some from Son's graduation.

We went to this amaaaaazingly gorgeous park, uuugh I can't remember the name la.

All I know is that it's somewhat near the palace.

But, it is sho pretty, ya? :)

that's all I've got.

I am exhausted.

Heading to bed now.

goooodnight :)

pay it forward.

Aaaah Hello :)

I am back :)
After a looong 6 days, and no I'm not feeling energized but very fulfilled, I must say.
Camp wasn't how I expected it would be.
I remember feeling like it was just so boring but then the few last days were so much fun :D
I met so many familiar faces, and some not so familiar but then we all got to know each other a little better.
Doing Ruhi and finishing the 5th book was so great. (hero, hero indeed (: ehehe )
I learned so much there too, from the people I met, I really do thank God that I had a chance to go. :)
So funny la everyone :D

Anywaaaay.
I watched Pay It Forward ( FINALLY)
It's such a good movie la. How intelligent okay. And it shows how just ONE person can affect the world. One heart, oh wait one or 3 hearts at a time. :)
We sometimes, preech and actually never practice what we preech. & it's so important that we actually PUT our words into deeds, or else they have no meaning.
We spend so much time focusing on the bad qualities of someone instead of looking on their good qualities. & WHY? SERIOUSLY WHY?! Just imagine a world if everyone looked at the good qualities we have, my gosh, what a world it would be :)
If someone has 9 bad qualities and only 1 good quality, we should only look at that ONE good quality.



We should all be like the young boy in Pay It Forward but instead of just doing a favor for only THREE people, we should do it for everyone who crosses our path.
Doing a good deed, it isn't thaat hard :) We have it in us, so why waste it?

"Let your heart burn with loving kindness, for all who may cross your path."
-from the Baha'i Writings

you make it real for me.

:)

Today was spent with Nicooole at Uptown.
We ate at Umaiya, heee and we were supposed to have dessert at Izzi's/Starbucks but we were SO full after our filling Japanese meal.
&yalah damn the weird la the couples tables.
But the ambience was nice :)
&There was this creepy little girl smiling at us from another table. Weird man,weird. :S

piiiiictuuuures :)

We walked over to Cats Whiskers.

Nicole got a dress. I didn't :( I only got to window shop. Though I loved the ones Nic picked out for me(thankyou,you are my stylist okay) I didn't bring cash :/

We go again, okay? :D

I had so much fun with her laaaa. We got to catch up, since we haven't had the time to talk to each other much, our time was all well spent chitter chattering :)meloveyou chinyinling :D

I missed youuu. ee so lesbo-ish. hahaha. oookay.

havefuuuun in Penang biatch :) (oops)

Then, mummy&papa picked us up SO early -.- cause papa wanted to have "family time".

So, at night, we met Nav&Son at Gardens to makan makan at Tony Roma's. I swear, I don't know why my papa likes it there so much. Nothing to go all GAGA about. He's Tony Roma's no.1 fan la. -.-

& we bought Big Apple :D MY FAVE. mmmm :)

I'll be gone til Saturday for a camp.

Will update then :)

for every piece of me that wants you, another piece backs away.

I haven't been updaaating due to the lack of FREE time. :(
& also cause I haven't got pictures. (ANISAAA -.-)

I got my phone back HEHEHE :) I'm so happy okay, it has been forever.
I kinda forgot how to use the phone :S

I was just watching something dumb on 8tv quickie when, HE caught my attention.
:D
He's a 8tv host/model. & I think he kinda looks like Robert Pattinson(whom I love SO FREAKING MUCH!)
He's my ASIAN Rob :)
Not bad laaaa right. ehehe
























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His eyes are daaayym sexay, man ;)

































Weeeell anyway. :)
I am INLOVE with Jamie Scott's cover of bleeding love.
I kinda like the way he mixed the melody up. Better than the original, in my opinion


pretty good right? :)
Jamie Scott is kinda sexaaay too hahaha :D

My uncle's party-"farewell"ish thing went really really well. I havent had thaaat much fun in a long time. Meeting up with the HUGE family was really great too. Familiar faces, but names uuh not so familiar. :/ But all in all, it was so fun.
I promise I will update as soon as I get them pictures from Nisa.

:)

you can break my heart, but i will love you just the same.

A few pictures from Layna's party.

Shaveeea! She's so adorable, eyh ? :)

:) i sayang youuuu, my midget :D

Another tiring day.

I haven't been out much lately :(

Been practicing for my uncle's party.

Us, cousins are performing. I know, kinda weird for like a party but we're having fun just doing it with each other :)

We're doing uuuuh 5 songs. & I have to admit, I wasn't so keen at first, I thought we were gonna sound terrible but then now, I'm kinda liking how we sound. Mummy says we have big potential to become a real acapella group :D Haha but she says alot of things.

Practice again tomorrow, in the morning which means another "wake up late day" gone. :(

Well anyway, we're doing this song by Ingrid Michaelson, The Way I Am.

It's so pretty and sweet and yeah :)

take me the way i am.

SORRY! I have been very absent.

Was just talking to the cousins, we were saying how fulfilling the holidays have been so far.
& yes, it really has.
I can't remember doing so many things in just one month!
It makes me feel oh so productive :)
Have been caught up, doing Ruhi, hanging out with my amazing cousins :).I've been seeing their faces ALOT. hehe
Aah I want every holiday to be just like this.

I watched Twilight!
on it's premiere date(thanks to Aley!love you love you (: ) & well, it was good, not great though.
I couldn't help but scream inside me, being in awe of Edward :)
HE IS GORGEOUUUS maaan.
mmmmmm. ehehe

My uncle's, or more like my granduncle's(but he's actually young, i think in his late 50's? or early 60's, which isn't that old to me) "farewell" is this Saturday.
He's my grandad's younger brother, his waaay younger brother.
Gramps has uuuh 9 siblings i think? (oh gosh not sure)
He recently got diagnosed with cancer.
& the whole family is just so so sad.
But we're having this party just for him, to bring him down memory lane and remind him that we're always behind him :)
I don't know him so well, since he's living in Singapore, and well, I just never really knew him.
I mean, I went for all his open houses and stuff but yeah.
I'm really excited to see the whole family, cause I barely know any of them, and they all kinda look alike (all gramps brothers & sisters) so it's hard to remember names, or even faces. uh oookay.

Well yes. Looking forward to it.
Will update after the "farewell"

Bye!

my heart has lost it's wind now, broken like a dead sail.

Today's my most favourite person's birthdaay!
Alayna :)


I am so relieved.
Alayna's surprise party went soo well! and she didn't have a clue what was going on. :)
Her family planned most of it.
I helped to keep her busy. So, she stayed over. I love it when we have our sleepovers. Just like old times. We talk til late late late night or uuh early morning? yeah. Goosh I love her so much la.
Her parents put together a picture slide show thing and also videos from the family and close friends.
It was soo sweet.
I realised, while she was watching the video, she teared alot.
:)

Listening to what everyone said about her, how amazing she is, made me tear, made me feel so thankful that I have her with me.
& yes she REALLY REALLY is amazing.

She's so filled with determination. She's got such an intelligent and wise mind. It really amazes me how mature she is.
I have learnt so much from her. More than any friend I have.
I truly do look up to her. :)
She isn't so outspoken and loud in public, bt she really is craazy, like REALLY crazy. The things we do are haha soo retarded bt so memorable ehehe.
We've grown up together. I can't remember us being apart for more than a month since we were uh born. haha.
She's got so many amazing qualities about her.
She never fails to cheer me up. She always,alwaaaays does. :)
I can't imagine my life without her in it.


She isn't only my cousin, she's my bestest bestest bestest friend,ever. I love her so so so much!



















Pictures from the party soon to come.


anyway. Anisa stayed over ystrdy too. haha.
we talked til 4 am omg. ahhah imu lady. i had a great time! we shld have more sleepovers honay. like how we used to :)
i just realised how much she's grown, and matured.



bye

kiss me, like you'll never see me again.

Devon Gundry is so amazing.
He's this Baha'i singer who does many chants of the Baha'i Writings.

This is one of my favourites :)




"Armed with the power of Thy Name, nothing can ever hurt me, and with Thy love in my heart, all the world's afflictions can in no wise alarm me. "

- a prayer written by Baha'u'llah

UH OH

sry, the previous post is super messy :S
& i can't fix it cause blogger is uuuh annoying.

the words you fed me left me wanting more.

Bangkok pictures :)

The morning of our first day.
Son & Nav came over.
We waited fr the cab for like SO long. He came an hour and a half late -.-
bloody irresponsible.

The first picture of the day - leaving the house.

in the late taxi-van thing

at Fraser Suites

got on a tuk - tuk (i think that's what it's called :/)

Off to Mah Boon Krong mall to SHOP :)

uhhh haha nayn's wnted this pic :S

at night, we headed off to this place(i forgot the name) fr the so called "nice" night market. honestly, i didnt enjoy it. NO shopping at all there la. the food ws good tho :)

We wanted to go to Kao San night market but the road was closed due to the ceremony for the late princess.

after a tiring day of walking and walking, our feet were ACHING so badly. i didnt know it would ache as much as it did. it really really did.

& sooo we got ourselves FOOT MASSAGES :D

it was quite painful for me, and uncomfortable.

but it was worth it la. my feet stopped aching after. thank goodness!

HAHA oh my oh my. i wanted to take more pictures cause OMG la my daddy was getting a back massage from this lady, and the positions she made was uuuh disturbing for me to watch :S

this isn't so bad, bt OMG if you saw a position she made, she went between my dads legs and err EW it was eeeyer la.

DAY 2 :

Platinum Mall & Central World Mall

(no pictures)

but OMG i love Platinum Mall so much la. It's like CRAZY jam packed with clothes, not the super high end, not high end la but bargain-ish things. Things I can afford, which isn't much but it will do :)

I only got to go there once :(

Papa, Nil, & Navin got bored. So, yah.

Then, we went into

Central World to grab a bite to eat.

We ate at Moss Burger.

Supposedly there WAS a Moss Burger at KLCC but it shut down.

I love it alot though.

It's different.

We went looking for yummy deserts in the supermarket cause Papa said it's nice there or smth, i dont know la.

But yes it was yummy :)

& then the siblings, navin & i went around the supermarket trying all their samples, SO MANY SAMPLES OKAY & very yummy too, or maybe we were just really hungry after all that walking.

Headed back to the hotel cause we were all just drained of energy.

Navin & Nil wanted to swim bt ah so malas.

So, we jst went to the pool, sat down, put our feet in the cooooold water and relaxed.

We took taxi's everywhere cause yah no other way la.

Our cab drivers names were SO funny okay! all very lucah

The first guy's name was Sam Porn (HAHAHA)

& another dude's name was Along Korn. you get it you get it?! a- long - corn AHHA

we had so much fun laaaaa

Notice the lady and the white dude at the back.

They were making out :S

& were really touchy touchy.

And there were so many young kids around, I could see they were uncomfortable.

uuh HAHA

OH we had gelato in Central World cause Shayn was dieing fr ice cream as always.

hehe :P

At night, we went to Siam Square/ Paragon to makan some nice Thai food.

& went to MBK again to shop. heeee

Day 3 :

Chak Tu Chak & MBK, again -.-

It was craazy hot in CTC, bt nice too.

Got really cheap clothes, LIKE craazy cheap.

They even sold animals okay!

the puppies were soo adorable.

so tinyyy :)

Day 4, the last day :

Walked around Siam Square & ate at DQ.

Didnt shop much that day, just got a pair of shoes.

Mummy shopped though.

I didn't really like Siam Square that much.

Didn't like the clothing there.

It was boring.

We couldn't leave without getting our last traditional Thai massage.

We went to Miss Puke. (HAHA)

We asked them why it was called Ms Puke, they said its actually pronounced as poo-kay (which means flower or uuh smth lik that)

the ladies there were so nice.

the people in Thailand were so nice, so warm & welcoming unlike here in Malaysia.

geeeeez.

That's it :)

I can't wait to go next yr again!

Mummy said we'll go once a year. YAY :D

I love Bangkok :):)

bye!