all of these lines across my face, tells you the story of who I am.

Went out on Thursday.
mhmmm. yeah.
I don't know why, I've just got nothing to say.
Pictures:

classmateeee :) it has been a rocky start this year, but we'll pull through! :D



















everybodaaaaay















Went out with 'em Youth today :)
Inkheart wasn't as boring as a few certain people said it would be but it was just OKAY to me.
It wasn't sooo terrible.
I bowled today after a VERY LONG TIME.
HAHA suprisingly I wasn't SO SO BAD LAAAH. but bad lah hahaha but I beat Danesh :D :D ahahahah.
I accidentally left my purse in the arcade with my angpau money in it but thank goodness, someone, a very HONEST and angelic person gave it to the counter. People are so nice these daaaays :) I wont judge anymore.

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my OH SO LOVED family :) I'm so thankful to have these people okay who constantly lift my spirits. :)

theeeee sreeni's :)
Aunty Ann & Nina left a few days ago )': they were only here for a week. I wish they stayed longer.

a love like ours, is love that's hard to find ♥

The holidays are hereeee :)
School was.. fine. Tuition gave me a headache.
Got home, got ready for the family gathering. Everyone was at my place around 830ish. Met Aunty Ann and Nina from England again. Probably for the last time, but hopefully you guys will come down and visit us again! :)
A superb devotional was held in memorial of Uncle Suki (Aunty Ann's late husband, who is my uncle) who passed away 5 years ago.
After the devo, Aunty Ann just spoke a little about who Uncle Suki was since none of us had met him before cause he lived in England. Well exept my grandmom cause Uncle Suki's her brother.
The things she said about him brought everyone to tears. He was a very very well known doctor back in England. He was someone who'd put everyone before himself. Aunty Ann told us a story about him. She said :

" It was snowing in Newcastle. There was a terrible blizzard that night. This lady was in labour and she was alone at home. Her husband was a minor who had to work night shifts. So, she was all alone in her home. She called the ambulance, called the police, but they could not help. They said the blizzard was too terrible, they wouldn't make it through the terrible blizzard. So she called Uncle Suki ONLY to ask for advice about what to do. Uncle Suki told her "Don't worry, I'll come." He walked 2 MILES in the blizzard just to reach that lady's home. The ambulance couldn't get through, the police couldn't get through, but Uncle Suki COULD. He delivered a baby boy. That lady named the child after Uncle Suki's family name. "

I watched Nina tear up as she was listening to the wonderful things her mom was saying about Uncle Suki.
My heart melted. I teared. He was such an amazing person.
I remember, just before we had the devotional(the prayers and chants), I saw Aunty Ann already tearing. I can't imagine the grief they had to go through.
Just by listening to the things Aunty Ann said about Uncle Suki, I know, I just know he's being taken care of in the next world. & I know he was smiling down at us from above.
Maybe, just maybe, Uncle Suki was behind all this. Maybe he was the one who brought us all together. Who brought Nina and Aunty Ann here. I thank him for that :)
I felt so united with everyone. & I love my family and my extended family. SO SO SO much. Thank God I have them.
Now, I know the meaning of unity ♥

&Alayna,

if it wasn't for you, and how understanding you are, i'd be down in the dumps right now.

thankyou. i ♥ you darling.

something special

today is someone's birthdaaaaay, someone very special :)















ESFERN TAN SHIN VERN!



Happy Birthday, Es :)

We have been friends for quite some time now, and I had the opportunity to be in the same class as you last year :) We were never really close before this,but, thank God we were put in the same class, I came to realise what an amazing person you are. You're so much fun to be around, you literally light up a room okay :)
love you ♥


have a great one, honaaaaaay :)

where we went wrong.

just a feeeeew out of the maaaany photos from the Baha'i Regional Conference held last December :)





















This is Raj :) heeeeeh hahaha




















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:)
will post many more pictures soon.


♥♥♥

see the beauty in ugly.

omg omg omg OMG!

JASON MRAZ IS COMING HERE!
4th March, Stadium Negara.

&& I'M GOING! yaaaaay (i love you mummy)
I AM SO EXCITED, omg this is cuhraaazaaay man!




can you really afford to miss this?
seriously.

I miss 2008.
so so so much.
I miss my class, &no I'm still not used to my class this year.
The holidays were by far the best 2 months of my life. I have never spent my holidays more productive than I did last year.
Although I'm dreading 2009 now, I'm going to try my very very best to make this year even better than last year, to actually fulfill all my goals for the year, to work on my little "project" and hopefully I'll see change blossom in front of my eyes.
:)


I miss :















My Nawruz open house. I can't wait for this year's Nawruz! :) :)















I MISS THIS SO MUCH. I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE CUHRAAZAY man. :'(



















& this!sho sho much.






















oh!preeeeet! imyou :(
















my darlings, my oh so loved cousins! i loved EVERY moment of last year with you guys.
meloveyouguys so much :')

you can't play on broken strings.

oh nooo. i've got my textbooks now. which means, LOTS of homework :(
I need to talk Alaaaayna :( yaay! I'll see you tonight! :) :) it's so weird not seeing her everyday, since we've been seeing each other EVRYDAY without fail for the last two months of 2008.
I LOVE ALAYNA so much :')

okay im bored. bye.

oh goooosh. i love being at home, i'm so happy now I don't know why.

tomorrow's Friday! oh thank God. :) :) i can't wait to wake up late and laze at home on Saturday.

but school tomorrow :( which means another day in my "fun" class. let's just hope this gets better. please oh please. okay, it isn't thaaat bad, but it isn't good either.

okay okay, i don't want to kill my happiness.

o m g, i am just so happy gosh i feel weird and a little psycho hahaha

siiiiiigh. more than ever now :)

i know the heart of life is good.

JOHN MAYER! JOHN MAYER! :D aaaah :)


a cover of John Mayer's The Heart Of Life.
this song is puuuure love :)
she's really good too, her voice is so good la okay!
but she banyak cakap lah in the beginning haha


the original.

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

let me hold you for the last time, it's the last chance time to feel again.

I love this :

James Morrison, i love his songs so much.

OH MY, today marks the 3rd day of school.
& I'm feeling very neutral about everything.
I'm in Batai with Jo & Fie (thank God I have you two or else I'd die)
We're a "floating class" FOR THE WHOLE ENTIRE YEAR OK! I didn't think it'd be this tiring.
&no, I'm not very happy with that. but maybe by the end of the year, it'd take a few kilo's or pounds off me? ehehe :) I'm in desperate need of that :/
I miss 3Belian shoo much. I miss all our babbling, and chitter chattering,& the stupid things we do. Nic, Nick, Esfern,Rowy,Marcus :( I MISS YOU GUYS :( :(
Batai is nothing compared to our class la ok, it is like so quiet in class now, so dead! :S
But maybe it just takes a little getting used to, I mean, it has only been 3 days, hopefully we'll all loosen up a little as time passes.
Exam pressure is already on my mind, 26th Feb is our first exam!


this is all moving a little too fast.

Is there any Remover of difficulties save God? Say: Praised be God! He is God! All are His servants, and all abide by His bidding!

The Báb

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I adjure Thee by Thy might, O my God! Let no harm beset me in times of tests, and in moments of heedlessness guide my steps aright through Thine inspiration. Thou art God, potent art Thou to do what Thou desirest. No one can withstand Thy Will or thwart Thy Purpose.

The Báb

start fresh.

:)

I'm still very happy. haha.
OH& Happy New Year :)

Yesterday's thing with the Youth was soo much fun, but grr I wont see you guys anytime soon, not for another few months! :'(
Anyway, yesterday ( 1st January ) was my Mummy & Papa's 25th Anniversary :)
They have headed off to a very nice getaway (not supposed to say where) to spend some quality time after this very stressful and tiring year. Which means, my siblings & I (& not forgetting the grandparents) are alone at home, since our dearly missed maid, Aunty Ellen has gone back to the Philipines for a one month "vaca".

It's been good so far, we have been rather peaceful @ home haha.
Anyway, I still haven't gotten 'em pictures!
But this post is all to my mummy&papa so :

I love you both so very much, words cannot describe the thanks I have for the both of you, guiding me through some very rough times, having the utmost patience and love, being an example to me, I just hope one day, I will follow in the footsteps of my beloved parents :)
I LOVE YOU, Mummy & Papa. :)

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& look! look what I found :
















this was 4 years ago i think! omg, Sukh!(don't kill me okay) but omg you look so marah la hahaha. so different! i had to cover my face because it was BEYOND ugly. & omg, Nil.was.so.fat.then.



okay okay okaaay bye! :)